Meli Klismas

Ho Ho Ho!!!

FIFO

First in first out. A Loop that connects the cycle and no tone sucks. Cranked up the volume to feel the tension and grit. Serves as a perfect tone & brightness of the music.

A Day In Life

Spinning Around

Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy... Headache... Chronic Sinusitis causing Vertigo & a unhealthy appetite, Symptoms: Balance & Vision problems . Pain drilling to my nerves like a power tool I hope it wont snap. Lately surrounded by voices & shades of loneliness. I hope I surpass this emotion & sickness.


A day in life

A writer from Tribe.net

Darkest at the base of the light house.

http://people.tribe.net/uaxacix/blog/e0d0dafb-610d-429b-b46c-1a381a5d0e4f#

For No One

Your day breaks, your mind aches
You find that all her words of kindness linger on
When she no longer needs you

She wakes up, she makes up
She takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry
She no longer needs you

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years

You want her, you need her
And yet you don't believe her when she says her love is dead
You think she needs you

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years

You stay home, she goes out
She says that long ago she knew someone but now he's gone
She doesn't need him

Your day breaks, your mind aches
There will be times when all the things she said will fill your head
You won't forget her

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years

(What A Song!) The Beatles

Home Run

It's not you it's them that are wrong
Oh, in five years time, will it be
We all want someone to shout for
All the thoughts that I just said
Will linger round and multiply in their head
Not that mad to start with
I'm not angry, I'm just disappointed
It's not you it's them that's the fake
I won't mess with your escape
Is this really your escape?
Everybody's got their box
Doing what they're told
You pushed my faith near being lost
Your do-rights or in divides
Will never unhinge us

Across The Universe

There's always a perfect one for you, No matter what happens. Things change and you realize life in a different way, Every beginning has it's end but you have to live your life and move on, it's always a choice. Even from a far away galaxy, Light years distance or even across the universe. I'll be holding to that special someone who fought for me and made me feel loved. Distance may separate us but my love for you will last forever. True Love Waits! Never will I cry again for all I know is that you'll gonna pick me up someday like a boy lost in the woods, remember that gate? we used to talked about. Clouds like cotton candy and a gold gate like chocolate bars. Everything in my life changed when i met you. :D I Love You! See you soon my Vintage girl. :D My Life My Love My Inspiration. "KOR" A Weezer b-side song, coincidence again! hehe... I was searching for Weezer unreleased tracks then VIOLA! "KOR" appeared like a shinning star. All I know all things happen for a reason. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL! Indeed!

Day 1

You don't learn from your mistakes unless you make them first.

In our darkest hour...

I think the end is near, I can feel It real, I gotta get outta here... Panda down! Mayday! Panda dead... Buzzing sound continues, A ray of light shines... Fin

Aug. 19, 2009

madilim... tahimik... kahol ng aso mula sa kapitbahay... bukas na electricfan... pesteng lamok...

Delikado!

haaayyy... bat ba ganito? hmmm... pilitin man umiwas pero d ko magawa, ganito na lng ba lagi? hirap ng ganito ok ngaun tas bukas indi nnman kakabaliw. Ayaw ko masanay ng ganito un pakiramdam, bka hndi na ako sumaya. bahala na, darkside na ba? bahala na. Kung may magagawa lng ako para sumaya lahat ng tao gagawin ko pra wala ng malulungkot. Gusto ko ng sumaya un tulad ng dati, araw araw na masigla at puno ng saya. ngaun eh kada pag mulat ng mata haaayyy... tingin sa salamin at sasabihin na hay buhay... Sa lahat ng napag daanan ko eh parang gusto ko ng sumuko pero alam ko na may maganda din mangyayari sa akin. hintay na lng ako, sna pag gising ko mamaya batid ko na un saya at ligaya na hinahangad ko. kung may mabilis lng na paraan upang mkausad lng ako gagawin ko. ayaw ko din abusuhin ang kalusugan ko lagi puyat at wala sa oras kumain. susubukan kong iayos ang buhay ko, sobra jackass na kc rubbish and wala direksyon. d nman ako ganito dati eh, ang dating arjay eh un masayahin at makulit. ngaun lahat kabalitaran, anu bang klaseng solusyon ang kailangan ko? kala lng nila ok pa ako pero hindi, unti unti na ako na nawawalan ng direksyon tamad na sa buhay. hintay ko na lng un araw na wala na akong nararamdaman, tahimik at malaya na. Masyadong sineryoso ko kc ang buhay dati kc un ang dapat at tama pero ngaun bahala na. kung saan mapadpad dun na ako, basta masaya at hindi ako masasaktan. d na nga me nalalasing wala na epekto maski yta un alak sumuko na, nwala na ako sa hulog pilit man iayos ang hirap konti na lng bibigay na. masaya ang mabuhay! kaso kung lagi nman ganito ay mas mabuti pang huminto na ang oras upang hindi na madagdagan ng kalungkutan. dead end...

Everything That Once Was Right Is Wrong

A wonderful experience! Now It's over.
The Life And Times of mine.

3220

My 3220, Lost in space. =(

Mood Swings

Mood swings?! I'm kinda troubled with my self right now. Cant understand my vague mind is it because I think too much or just full of rubbish in me. I always make her feel down and sad even make her cry at times. Anyways... Writing is not my way or an exit nor escape to solve my problems. It's kinda helping me in a way releasing what i feel and what I'm thinking of. QUIT! that's the word right now what runs inside my hopeless brain. I'm not a quitter or gives up that easily. But maybe just maybe it has a clinch to my poor brain, I ended up chatting with a special person that i dint want to loose or give up to. It's a shame to admit that me myself cant find the right words or the answers to my silly questions. It's like a ghost in me. Hopefully this summer would be a lot different and much more extra exciting. Feels something good in the air is coming, I'm the villain right now. I talked too much that my stupid mouth puts me in trouble. I'm really sorry for my actions this past few days. Hope you can understand my unstable brain. I always nod most of the times and say what will happen next. I know I'm pushing you through walls again. So right now I think It's best for me just to shut up and let the good times roll. No more tears for you, just that beautiful smile that once stole my cold heart. Simple plain and full of love. 2:42am I'm still awake, I pause for awhile and listen to the quiet world. Some are sleeping, some are having fun, the graveyard shift as always are present the good and the bad ones HEHE and I'm in front of my computer. I want to drink something just to loosen up yet I'm not in the mood. What to do? think think think... then a flat line comes along toootttt DEAD AIR. whew! Hard to explain. I don't want to be lonely I just want to be alone. Stick to the plan! That's all I have to do. Oh well I need to sleep even though I'm not in the mood for it. like cheating! lying down, closed eyes yet not really asleep. If only... If only... There's nothing left to lose! I assume ZEN is waiting for me, the usual insomniac list on the double shuffle full charge till the morning comes the sun king waits ( It's a routine) My Sunshine at 8am! je t'aime bisous!


-True Love Waits-

V E S P E R

Who put this bodies between us?
Can we be loyal to one's shadow?
Its like a loop that last forever.
Nothing good is real.
We could be replaced anytime.
Gonna get what you deserve.
Ending start.
Reverse delay!

Lyrics that caught my attention, the passion in song writing which intrigues me the style and dedication. Is it best for a lyricist or a composer to feel and experience what the piece is all about. Some say yes, other say maybe, some say just use your colorful imagination. Yet parts of the lines that I've picked are not that colorful, In my opinion Its catchy, twangy and scary. Do you agree? It has this certain thrill in me that makes me wanna wait for that verse, stanza our the chorus and just sing it in the top of my lungs just like waiting for an air crash to happen. Like a vesper ambiance or a vesper drink it has to be perfect. cheers!

Alumni 67'

Huling araw ng pebrero hindi ko inaasahan magiging masaya ako at magpaparty sa Alumni 67' hehehe... secret un kung saan. =P masarap na pagkain at pormal na outfit kahit labag sa loob ko eh sumabak ako dahil sa isang tao. Hi! musta na pla sau! =) ibat - ibang tao ang nakasalamuha ko pati si Mayor Lim nandun at c Michael V ang host bonggang bonggang bong bong hehehe. salamat sa mga pulis pangkalawakan at natuwa naman sila nun ako'y makita nila. galing magsayaw ni mam pulis at si sir pulis ayaw matinag sa upuan hehehe... ngaun alam ko na kung saan nagmana si pare ko, sa husay at sa indak kopyang kopya hala sayaw to the max eh pati kembot at looks kuhang kuha at ayaw pa umuwi parang si pare ko mangatwiran. hekhek. ganda ng mga tinugtog ng banda simula 70's - 80's up to 90's para silang JUKEBOX lahat ng dance step nakita ko dun yun swing, boogie, chacha at yun ewan anu ba tawag dun basta kakaiba eh.haha! lahat sila masaya may mainitin ang ulo at pikon meron din naman ingles ng ingles hindi mo naman kilala haha! Sa halip nakalimutan ko na natapos ang party mag 1am na tas saka ko naalala na napaka importante pala ng araw na yun sa buhay ko, PRIMERO UNO! astig yun! Sana nagustuhan nyo ang munting regalo ko sa inyo. Simple ngunit galing sa puso. hanggang ngayon pag naaalala ko yun araw na yun ay napapa ngiti ako at napapa DANCE DANCE kaso old school eh pero ok lng music pa din at katuwaan. Paborito ko na yun kanta na BUS STOP hindi ko alam kung sino un kumanta pero ang sarap pakinggan kahit hindi ako marunong sumayaw eh napapa indak nito ang aking paa at kamat sabay ng ulo. Mahirap man iexplain basta masaya ako, sana marami pang Alumni event hehehe este mga masasayang okasyon ang dumating at maging parte ako nito. Saya eh! All Good! Good Vibes at swabe sa aksyon. haaaaa... antok na ako, yari nanaman ako nito kasi puyat ako. hehehe.... SOWEE =) Tamang timing at tyempo lang diba! sabayayan ang tunog at ang agos ng buhay. mahiya man tayo alam natin ang totoo sa bawat isa, =) ISMAYL lagi ha. ( sabay kanta ng I LOVE YOU MORE TODAY THAN YESTERDAY... ) hehehe hang over pa ako sayo.=P

New Hairdo

Wheeeww... kakapagod talaga pumasok sa eskwela, laging sinisita ang buhok ko ewan ko ba kung bakit palibhasa panot yun guard na bantay eh. Kay eto nagpagupit ako ng maiksi sumobra naman, at nun pumasaok ako eh sinita pa rin ako sabi bat may design?!... Grrr... kung pede lng sapakin un guard eh. haayyy... tiis na lang muna ako, next sem laya na din naman ako sa PRISON BREAK campus. hehehe...=P so long suckers! OJT sa AIRPHIL, ang inaasikaso ko ngaun tamang ayos ng mga paper stuffs. panibagong pakikipag sapalaran na naman ito kya ipag patuloy ang daloy ng alon. CEBU! sinulog festival na pala sa sabado hindi ko pa naaayos un dadalhin ko. Trabaho sa TBC - taken by cars MUSIKA at madaming CHIBOG at alam na! hehehe... Tas next wik midterms na, nyahaha!!! ramdam ang kaba at saya pinaghalong pinakbet at nilaga! Na mimish ko c karuru...=( sana d2 pa din siya, kaso nagbakasyon sa NEVERLAND eh. wala ako TP papunta dun sa ngaun. haayyyy.... xaxa, DOTA muna kami ng ka block ko para magkaalaman na kung sino ang weak! ACROSS THE SEA by weezer listen to it, yun ang kwento ni arujayu. =) merci

The Waves

Yes! Sa wakas AhhhhLONnnnn parang SILVER SURFER lang !!! Thats what i need, hehehe... GREAT ESCAPE! Kalimutan muna lahat ng problema sa buhay at magsaya kasama ang barkada. Gitara! Chibog! at cyempre ang pampahulas na alak, FOR THE GOD'S! Sakto ito, gusto ko kasi mag simula uli mag pinta, bigyan kulay ang buhay sa sinabawang gulay. =) ...Hindi ako sanay mag impake ng gamit laging may kulang o may nakakalimutan hehe ganun yata pag tumatanda na eh ang balakang! ahuhu... Battle ROYAL ang dating survivor series, kailangan maging matatag! No rules ang laro, una! basta wag makakasakit ng iba. ikalawa! bawal ang below the belt o anu man deadly weapon. ika taktlo! wag pasaway wag malikot at baka malagyan ng buhangin ang pansit, pansit wid buhangin na paminta! pwehhh!!! yan malamang ang maririnig sa makakain nito sabay tawa! TEKA!!! akala ko NO RULES?!... BOMALABS talaga GOOD VIBES as always ang lagi kong sinasabi. ALL GOOOODDDD!!! hehehe... Maging malaya at maging masaya, mga sangkap mula sa MAMACITA'S recipe cook book. Halo-halong kalokohan at walang kabuluhan ang nasa isip ko ngaun parang isip bata lang na ang gusto ay magpakasaya lang, kumain, matulog, kumain uli, matulog kunwari hehehe... at pag nahuli ka na nagtutulog-tulugan yari ka kay LOLA NENA! palu ka sa pwet na may kurot pa sa singit awwww!!! at wala kang meryenda, pero ok lng kasi champorado na ewan yun lasa, salbahe ko! hahaha... Yan sakto yun sawnds, STA. MARIA! kung alam mo yung kanta, sabayan mo ako kung hindi eh malamang sa EMBAHADA ka ng mga SOSYALERA nababagay TUGS-TUGS! Kape tau!... Hmmm... Lahat dito sa bahay nagkwekwentuhan at masaya, ako dito sa sulok at nag bla-blog may sariling mundo, TIME SPACE WARP! katching. Pagkatapos ko mag blog eh hindi ko pa alam ang akin gagawin. Parang masarap mag punta sa U.P. Diliman at mag laro na parang bata mag soccer at mag laro ng flying disc at mag fishball o isaw o tapsilog. Habang nag tatayp ako eh lagi akong napapalingon sa cellphone ko, ganitong oras kasi may kausap na ako at nag kukulitan na kami. Haaiiiizzzz (EMO) yuccckkk!!! Napapa kunot ang akin nuo at napapangiwi ang mga labi, parang may iniisip pero wala naman, wala naman pero meron pala, meron nga! kulitttt! kaso wala na =(
yun pala ang sagot dun! Ikaw na nagbabasa nito musta naman ang buhay mo, =) Sana napa ngiti kita o napatawa sa akin mga na share sa buhay flickr.com/photos/chillinator/201796604/ click mo sa link na ito. Yan ang isa sa mga biktimang mambabasa. hehehe... Salamat sa pag bisita at Mabuhay ka! Mabuhay ka! Maaaabbuhhaaayyy ka! it's ALIVE!!! Keep Rocking and GO WITH THE FLOW! (QOTSA) Ay Sus!!! HhhBbbbRrrr... (PEDICAB) Hush (MAYFAIR) oha oha!
Oist dennis! it's time to shine, time to shine your bald head! hehehe... prepare the troops and we shall conquer PLANET TELEX (RADIOHEAD). =) adios!