For You

"Cornerstone"

Thought I saw you in the battleship
but it was only a look a like
She was nothing but a vision trick
Under the warning light
She was close, close enough to be your ghost
But my chances turned to toast
When I asked her if I could call her your name

I thought I saw you in the rusty hook
Huddled up in wicker chair
I wandered up for a closer look
And kissed who ever was sitting there

She was close, and she held me very tightly
Till I asked awfully politely, please
Can I call you her name

And I elongated my lift home,
Yeah I let him go the long way round
I smelt your scent on the seatbelt
And kept my shortcuts to myself

I thought I saw you in the parrots beak
Messing with the smoke alarm
It was too loud for me to hear her speak
And she had a broken arm

It was close, so close that the walls were wet
And she wrote it out in letraset
No you can't call me her name

Tell me where's your hiding place
I'm worried I'll forget your face
And I've asked everyone
And I'm beginning to think I imagined you all along

I elongated my lift home
Yeah I let him go the long way round
I smelt your scent on the seatbelt
And kept my shortcuts to myself

I saw your sister in the cornerstone
On the phone to the middle man
When I saw that she was on her own
I thought she might understand
She was close, well you couldn't get much closer
She said I'm really not supposed to but yes,
You can call me anything you want

Memories of you... 01

A fist fight

Broken bones & shattered memories. brings out the best in life, once beaten down yet still I stand and go on with my life. With every breathe I take & trials I encounter I try to live like a normal person. I ask myself why? Is it me or the people around me, causing this pain. Surrounded by phonies & wanna be rock stars beats the shit out of me. Just be yourself, pretend your a different person yet your not. Anger within me strikes again & again. Lie to me, Hate me then I'll love you, Love me & leave me. Lyrics from the artist I listen nowadays. I feel free when listening to it. A numb feeling a different approach to which I enjoy. When I start to embrace or get intact to a person or thing, the ending is very unfair. Knowing that I'm really into it yet it just leaves me hanging around clueless and worst is that leaving me an empty fuel tank nowhere to go stranded in a place that no one wants to be in. Ride with me, lets see how long can you handle my journey. #3

maliban

A song for a very special lady, her cute smile and nivea scent. (sniff) huhummm... She sings like she had a shot of vodka. Yet still I listen to her sweet voice. White rosy cheeks, skin like snow & lips like cherry. ohhh... (Thank you Boldstar! Maliban)

The Girl I Can't Forget

=(

A Sweet Surrender

I keep Falling, Cold Scent surrounds me. Wandering would It be the end? Remembering every morning you would call me. Sweet voice of yours calm and tender starts my day with a smile. Now It's way different... I Don't want to argue with you anymore, tears dripping while a silent line with you on the phone. Increase of heart beat should decrease the pressure of pain, yet not. Instead, I learn not to show my feelings anymore. I don't want to be lonely, I just want to be alone in times. It's a different story. Say the words I need to hear, sometimes being passive is not the answer. Light my day with your sunshine. A cure to my hopeless wounded heart is your voice saying what's inside your mind and heart. It's hard to love again, I've given my 101% for you. Now I'm all out... The Fix is in! Now I'm telling myself "GIVE IT A DAY" (sigh) The first time I saw you at a dark room with teary eyes I knew that everything happens for a reason. I'm glad we crossed paths and everyday with you brings me to life. An apple a day keeps the doctor away, one of your inspiring quotes. Learn from our mistakes. Loving you is the greatest thing that happened in my life!

Sanskrit

A Perfect Smile

Year 201-0 Day 04
Been missing you so much, Is this it? Should I let go... or just wait a little bit longer? I know deep inside my heart I still love you, hoping you'll pick me up someday. True love waits indeed! yet sometimes I love you means goodbye. Please give me a sign, I'm lost... why cant it be just the two of us, like old times. Time is running out... Seeing you with some other guy kills me, making my head spin. Even though I tried to understand things It wasn't that easy. Pretending that I'm A-OK yet not is not an easy task. I may be confusing in times, but the reason why Is because of you. I cant stop you... I don't want to push you trough walls... You mean everything to me.

A Perfect Smile Doesn't lie =)