A fist fight

Broken bones & shattered memories. brings out the best in life, once beaten down yet still I stand and go on with my life. With every breathe I take & trials I encounter I try to live like a normal person. I ask myself why? Is it me or the people around me, causing this pain. Surrounded by phonies & wanna be rock stars beats the shit out of me. Just be yourself, pretend your a different person yet your not. Anger within me strikes again & again. Lie to me, Hate me then I'll love you, Love me & leave me. Lyrics from the artist I listen nowadays. I feel free when listening to it. A numb feeling a different approach to which I enjoy. When I start to embrace or get intact to a person or thing, the ending is very unfair. Knowing that I'm really into it yet it just leaves me hanging around clueless and worst is that leaving me an empty fuel tank nowhere to go stranded in a place that no one wants to be in. Ride with me, lets see how long can you handle my journey. #3

maliban

A song for a very special lady, her cute smile and nivea scent. (sniff) huhummm... She sings like she had a shot of vodka. Yet still I listen to her sweet voice. White rosy cheeks, skin like snow & lips like cherry. ohhh... (Thank you Boldstar! Maliban)

The Girl I Can't Forget

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A Sweet Surrender

I keep Falling, Cold Scent surrounds me. Wandering would It be the end? Remembering every morning you would call me. Sweet voice of yours calm and tender starts my day with a smile. Now It's way different... I Don't want to argue with you anymore, tears dripping while a silent line with you on the phone. Increase of heart beat should decrease the pressure of pain, yet not. Instead, I learn not to show my feelings anymore. I don't want to be lonely, I just want to be alone in times. It's a different story. Say the words I need to hear, sometimes being passive is not the answer. Light my day with your sunshine. A cure to my hopeless wounded heart is your voice saying what's inside your mind and heart. It's hard to love again, I've given my 101% for you. Now I'm all out... The Fix is in! Now I'm telling myself "GIVE IT A DAY" (sigh) The first time I saw you at a dark room with teary eyes I knew that everything happens for a reason. I'm glad we crossed paths and everyday with you brings me to life. An apple a day keeps the doctor away, one of your inspiring quotes. Learn from our mistakes. Loving you is the greatest thing that happened in my life!

Sanskrit

A Perfect Smile

Year 201-0 Day 04
Been missing you so much, Is this it? Should I let go... or just wait a little bit longer? I know deep inside my heart I still love you, hoping you'll pick me up someday. True love waits indeed! yet sometimes I love you means goodbye. Please give me a sign, I'm lost... why cant it be just the two of us, like old times. Time is running out... Seeing you with some other guy kills me, making my head spin. Even though I tried to understand things It wasn't that easy. Pretending that I'm A-OK yet not is not an easy task. I may be confusing in times, but the reason why Is because of you. I cant stop you... I don't want to push you trough walls... You mean everything to me.

A Perfect Smile Doesn't lie =)

201-0

Happy New Year to all!