For You

"Cornerstone"

Thought I saw you in the battleship
but it was only a look a like
She was nothing but a vision trick
Under the warning light
She was close, close enough to be your ghost
But my chances turned to toast
When I asked her if I could call her your name

I thought I saw you in the rusty hook
Huddled up in wicker chair
I wandered up for a closer look
And kissed who ever was sitting there

She was close, and she held me very tightly
Till I asked awfully politely, please
Can I call you her name

And I elongated my lift home,
Yeah I let him go the long way round
I smelt your scent on the seatbelt
And kept my shortcuts to myself

I thought I saw you in the parrots beak
Messing with the smoke alarm
It was too loud for me to hear her speak
And she had a broken arm

It was close, so close that the walls were wet
And she wrote it out in letraset
No you can't call me her name

Tell me where's your hiding place
I'm worried I'll forget your face
And I've asked everyone
And I'm beginning to think I imagined you all along

I elongated my lift home
Yeah I let him go the long way round
I smelt your scent on the seatbelt
And kept my shortcuts to myself

I saw your sister in the cornerstone
On the phone to the middle man
When I saw that she was on her own
I thought she might understand
She was close, well you couldn't get much closer
She said I'm really not supposed to but yes,
You can call me anything you want

Memories of you... 01

A fist fight

Broken bones & shattered memories. brings out the best in life, once beaten down yet still I stand and go on with my life. With every breathe I take & trials I encounter I try to live like a normal person. I ask myself why? Is it me or the people around me, causing this pain. Surrounded by phonies & wanna be rock stars beats the shit out of me. Just be yourself, pretend your a different person yet your not. Anger within me strikes again & again. Lie to me, Hate me then I'll love you, Love me & leave me. Lyrics from the artist I listen nowadays. I feel free when listening to it. A numb feeling a different approach to which I enjoy. When I start to embrace or get intact to a person or thing, the ending is very unfair. Knowing that I'm really into it yet it just leaves me hanging around clueless and worst is that leaving me an empty fuel tank nowhere to go stranded in a place that no one wants to be in. Ride with me, lets see how long can you handle my journey. #3

maliban

A song for a very special lady, her cute smile and nivea scent. (sniff) huhummm... She sings like she had a shot of vodka. Yet still I listen to her sweet voice. White rosy cheeks, skin like snow & lips like cherry. ohhh... (Thank you Boldstar! Maliban)

The Girl I Can't Forget

=(

A Sweet Surrender

I keep Falling, Cold Scent surrounds me. Wandering would It be the end? Remembering every morning you would call me. Sweet voice of yours calm and tender starts my day with a smile. Now It's way different... I Don't want to argue with you anymore, tears dripping while a silent line with you on the phone. Increase of heart beat should decrease the pressure of pain, yet not. Instead, I learn not to show my feelings anymore. I don't want to be lonely, I just want to be alone in times. It's a different story. Say the words I need to hear, sometimes being passive is not the answer. Light my day with your sunshine. A cure to my hopeless wounded heart is your voice saying what's inside your mind and heart. It's hard to love again, I've given my 101% for you. Now I'm all out... The Fix is in! Now I'm telling myself "GIVE IT A DAY" (sigh) The first time I saw you at a dark room with teary eyes I knew that everything happens for a reason. I'm glad we crossed paths and everyday with you brings me to life. An apple a day keeps the doctor away, one of your inspiring quotes. Learn from our mistakes. Loving you is the greatest thing that happened in my life!

Sanskrit

A Perfect Smile

Year 201-0 Day 04
Been missing you so much, Is this it? Should I let go... or just wait a little bit longer? I know deep inside my heart I still love you, hoping you'll pick me up someday. True love waits indeed! yet sometimes I love you means goodbye. Please give me a sign, I'm lost... why cant it be just the two of us, like old times. Time is running out... Seeing you with some other guy kills me, making my head spin. Even though I tried to understand things It wasn't that easy. Pretending that I'm A-OK yet not is not an easy task. I may be confusing in times, but the reason why Is because of you. I cant stop you... I don't want to push you trough walls... You mean everything to me.

A Perfect Smile Doesn't lie =)

201-0

Happy New Year to all!

Meli Klismas

Ho Ho Ho!!!

FIFO

First in first out. A Loop that connects the cycle and no tone sucks. Cranked up the volume to feel the tension and grit. Serves as a perfect tone & brightness of the music.

A Day In Life

Spinning Around

Dizzy Dizzy Dizzy... Headache... Chronic Sinusitis causing Vertigo & a unhealthy appetite, Symptoms: Balance & Vision problems . Pain drilling to my nerves like a power tool I hope it wont snap. Lately surrounded by voices & shades of loneliness. I hope I surpass this emotion & sickness.


A day in life

A writer from Tribe.net

Darkest at the base of the light house.

http://people.tribe.net/uaxacix/blog/e0d0dafb-610d-429b-b46c-1a381a5d0e4f#

For No One

Your day breaks, your mind aches
You find that all her words of kindness linger on
When she no longer needs you

She wakes up, she makes up
She takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry
She no longer needs you

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years

You want her, you need her
And yet you don't believe her when she says her love is dead
You think she needs you

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years

You stay home, she goes out
She says that long ago she knew someone but now he's gone
She doesn't need him

Your day breaks, your mind aches
There will be times when all the things she said will fill your head
You won't forget her

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years

(What A Song!) The Beatles

Home Run

It's not you it's them that are wrong
Oh, in five years time, will it be
We all want someone to shout for
All the thoughts that I just said
Will linger round and multiply in their head
Not that mad to start with
I'm not angry, I'm just disappointed
It's not you it's them that's the fake
I won't mess with your escape
Is this really your escape?
Everybody's got their box
Doing what they're told
You pushed my faith near being lost
Your do-rights or in divides
Will never unhinge us

Across The Universe

There's always a perfect one for you, No matter what happens. Things change and you realize life in a different way, Every beginning has it's end but you have to live your life and move on, it's always a choice. Even from a far away galaxy, Light years distance or even across the universe. I'll be holding to that special someone who fought for me and made me feel loved. Distance may separate us but my love for you will last forever. True Love Waits! Never will I cry again for all I know is that you'll gonna pick me up someday like a boy lost in the woods, remember that gate? we used to talked about. Clouds like cotton candy and a gold gate like chocolate bars. Everything in my life changed when i met you. :D I Love You! See you soon my Vintage girl. :D My Life My Love My Inspiration. "KOR" A Weezer b-side song, coincidence again! hehe... I was searching for Weezer unreleased tracks then VIOLA! "KOR" appeared like a shinning star. All I know all things happen for a reason. LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL! Indeed!

Day 1

You don't learn from your mistakes unless you make them first.

In our darkest hour...

I think the end is near, I can feel It real, I gotta get outta here... Panda down! Mayday! Panda dead... Buzzing sound continues, A ray of light shines... Fin

Aug. 19, 2009

madilim... tahimik... kahol ng aso mula sa kapitbahay... bukas na electricfan... pesteng lamok...

Delikado!

haaayyy... bat ba ganito? hmmm... pilitin man umiwas pero d ko magawa, ganito na lng ba lagi? hirap ng ganito ok ngaun tas bukas indi nnman kakabaliw. Ayaw ko masanay ng ganito un pakiramdam, bka hndi na ako sumaya. bahala na, darkside na ba? bahala na. Kung may magagawa lng ako para sumaya lahat ng tao gagawin ko pra wala ng malulungkot. Gusto ko ng sumaya un tulad ng dati, araw araw na masigla at puno ng saya. ngaun eh kada pag mulat ng mata haaayyy... tingin sa salamin at sasabihin na hay buhay... Sa lahat ng napag daanan ko eh parang gusto ko ng sumuko pero alam ko na may maganda din mangyayari sa akin. hintay na lng ako, sna pag gising ko mamaya batid ko na un saya at ligaya na hinahangad ko. kung may mabilis lng na paraan upang mkausad lng ako gagawin ko. ayaw ko din abusuhin ang kalusugan ko lagi puyat at wala sa oras kumain. susubukan kong iayos ang buhay ko, sobra jackass na kc rubbish and wala direksyon. d nman ako ganito dati eh, ang dating arjay eh un masayahin at makulit. ngaun lahat kabalitaran, anu bang klaseng solusyon ang kailangan ko? kala lng nila ok pa ako pero hindi, unti unti na ako na nawawalan ng direksyon tamad na sa buhay. hintay ko na lng un araw na wala na akong nararamdaman, tahimik at malaya na. Masyadong sineryoso ko kc ang buhay dati kc un ang dapat at tama pero ngaun bahala na. kung saan mapadpad dun na ako, basta masaya at hindi ako masasaktan. d na nga me nalalasing wala na epekto maski yta un alak sumuko na, nwala na ako sa hulog pilit man iayos ang hirap konti na lng bibigay na. masaya ang mabuhay! kaso kung lagi nman ganito ay mas mabuti pang huminto na ang oras upang hindi na madagdagan ng kalungkutan. dead end...

Everything That Once Was Right Is Wrong

A wonderful experience! Now It's over.
The Life And Times of mine.